8.12.13

SORRY CAN'T HELP

I have an open journal entitled ‘The Hindu Times’ in my computer. I’ve deleted most of the entries during my vibrant heydays uni life when I was a fucking cheerleader, and I felt stupid for doing it though. Both the cheerleading and deleting. When I was 7, my diary consisted of ballet class schedules, the tales of that one immortal mosquito in my room named Cindy (by me) and more ballet moves illustrations. When I was 18, my diary only had curses at governmental exams, additional mathematics and teachers. I’m turning 21 next year, I have nothing left but existential crisis and trying not to be awkward at work.


2012 november, seoul, apgujeong stn.